November 2008
4 posts
waiting
i’m waiting, my whole life i’ve been waiting, and sometimes they describe it so that i still believe it is, somewhere. do you know what i mean? i want to stop waiting, start living, but i don’t even know what that means. i want to crawl inside an e. e. cummings poem and then my heart will burst and pieces of me will fall glittering and content.
perhaps they shouldn’t tease me...
eden
at least i’m not ordinary. i could search for hours for someone with something to say and find only the most mundane and trivial thoughts imaginable. so no one reads and fewer understand what i say and feel. i begin to think less of myself, not in my usual melodramatic way of distracting myself from my true flaws and weaknesses, but by looking honestly at who i am and what i want. i...
EDEN - HOOVERPHONIC
He was born in a manger
I have been inspired. I never thought that would happen. I am the most cynical person I’ve ever know.
Everything is changing. I’m even capitalizing. I’m not sure why, but maybe I was wrong and I’m trying different things. A lot of different things. Such as not hating people for their ignorance and hatred. Like this republican on MSNBC right now saying Sarah Palin is...